Kendall Jenner is showing her vulnerable side while talking about her anxiety issues.
The Keeping Up with the Kardashians cast member revealed in a new interview with Harper's Bazaar that she's been suffering from panic attacks after a traumatic year.
In the interview, the 22-year-old model told friend and fellow model Cara Delevingne that she has "such debilitating anxiety" due to the state of the world.
"I literally wake up in the middle of the night with full-on panic attacks," she said.
"Where do I even start? Everything is so horrible, it’s hard to name one thing. I just think that the world needs so much love. I wish I had the power to send Cupid around the planet, as cheesy as that sounds. You go online and you see everyone saying the worst things to each other, and it’s hard to stay positive. It’s hard not to get eaten alive by all the negativity," she explained.
The reality star said she tries to avoid the comment section of her social media posts at this point, but "some days I just want to go live on a farm and not talk to anyone and just exist in the middle of nowhere."
Part of that comes from the pressure put on her and her famous family.
"I feel like the life I live is extraordinary in a lot of ways but that it also comes with a lot of responsibilities," she said. "I’ve had to grow up pretty fast and deal with situations most 22-year-olds aren’t really put into. There are days and weeks and months when you just don’t stop."
When asked what she feels her fame has caused her to miss out on, Jenner had a number of experiences to list off.
"The obvious answer is college, I guess, but I don’t even know if I regret that," she said. "I had a pretty normal childhood, with a twist, and went to school until the 10th grade. For 11th and 12th, I did homeschool, but I still saw a lot of my old friends. I didn’t go to prom, though, which was kind of annoying. I can’t really complain except for now, maybe, I would like to go to Disneyland or a public beach. To go to a beach in peace would be lovely. To be able to hang out and meet new people and not be bothered would be awesome."
Jenner said that if she has children in the future, she'll try to keep them away from Hollywood life.
"I think I’ll definitely put an age limit on it and try to keep them away from it as much as possible," she said. "I always loved being able to play in my yard with my animals, and my dog, and my friends. It’s going to be interesting to see what the world is like when I do have kids. But I definitely don’t plan on having them anytime soon."
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